Repercussions

(Written on 19/03/2010)

Have you ever asked yourself lately; what is it that you seek in life?
Is it happiness, glory or wealth; or so called peace of mind?
Is it the love from someone you care about most in this world?
Or is it the cliched question of finding one’s purpose in life?

For sometimes I feel too much perplexed in mind; to figure out the right thing to do,
As I tend to hold myself responsible for the repercussions of my doings!
A notion that I might end up repeating my mistakes,
And that I will be judged every single moment of my life!

I don’t know on whom I should put the blame for this,
Maybe on the over expectations of others on me,
As if I ought to prove my point to them,
As if I am obliged to some preset duties and that I owe something to this world!

Why do I need to be a part of this rat race?
Why do I need to bother so much about all these beliefs?
When all I want is to feel free in my mind!
And all I want is to succumb to the wanderlust in me!