Avowal

I am not sure that I have done no harm to anyone,
Although I can say I meant none.
Still my heart cries in vain;
Of the things I have never intended to do in my life but I did,
And the reason for which is yet unclear...

The questions to be asked at this moment,
The cliche to be unraveled in this phase,
Am I to be blamed for what I have done?
Or to be forgiven for not having done what I could have?

Look through me you will see my heart,
Listen to my calling you will hear my past,
Indulge in my thoughts you will feel my pain,
For I have been seeking something all my life
And which I thought I almost had but lost

Am I to say that I have found what I have been searching?
Am I to justify myself for what I have been doing till now?
For which, I don't have answers or at least I pretend so;

But one thing is for sure,
The lightness I feel in me is true and pure
The life I am living now is enchanting with all that I ever wanted
My mind keeps saying to me that this is the right path,
For some reason I believe that I have a chance
And my demented mind wanders again...